Having no life...

Not having a life really sucks. I'm so bored and literally have no social life so what am I supposed to do? I'm not into normal things like SnapChat etc and get bored easily so the rest of the weekend is going to be a big ball of B-O-R-I-N-G.  So how was school this week? I don't really want to spell things out for you guys but to be honest it was R-U-B-B-I-S-H with a capital R,U,B,B,I,S,H. Why was it rubbish you peoplez may be thinking? Because there are A LOT of people who I was close to that I no longer can trust because they a really just backstabbers. I really don't care if they're are reading this either honestly good on them if they are because now they know how mad and upset it really made me. One especially knew and still they thought it was "fun" to start bitching about me. Really people's these days...

WHAT AM I DOING WITH MY LIFE!!!!??? I'm just ranting on now and I'm seriously the most pathetic person there is and that isn't an exaggeration, okay it is...NEVER MIND!!! Anyway the crazy inside me had kicked off and I better keep myself occupied so I don't go mentally insane. lol!

-ALEX-

...Okay my bad

Really it thought it was him...I thought i had hated him but really I don't and it wasn't him OMG! I'm actually the happiest person right now!!!The person i trusted the most I can trust because he's a lad and really just a best friend! Yeah sure he's like the KING of banter and I'm usually in the middle of his 'jokes' or whatever but really i don't mind...okay idk what im saying because i'm a serious messed up person and before you know it I'll probably be "drunk" and rolling around Burger King with tears of laughter streaming down my face (aha fun times). But oh well......for now I'm leaving because I'm in a VERY decent mood!

~Alex~

^Best song NGL^

Why did I run back?

i literally am the most pathetic being in all history! I don't know when to walk away, I just ran back after a mile to a person who's really just a backstabber. I ran back to someone who I thought I could trust; someone who was my "friend". Yet a snapchat conversation later in back to square one with this  person. And I can't lie square one is the most painful experience. I really really hate it because I thought I could trust them. Literally right now I'm hating them but still I miss them so bad...and I really don't know why! Why them? After all they just give me misery. I'm a teenager in complete misery because I ran back knowing that I would only fall again, they'd break me! I already feel broken so what's it like to be hurt and actually broken? Does it even get better? I really want to say yes...I really just want to say people like that come and go and things get way better. But REALLY do  they? I'm the most unsure person right now. I'm so confused and dazed about all that's happened. It was last night but I can't forget it or them. They played too big a part in my life for me to just go "nah theyre not worth it". I tried to be so proactive and get down to the point but after that I messed it up and began to be reactive. In other words they won, I guess. I'm such s messed up human being and I really can't lie...I don't know anymore!

-Alex-

Help me NOW!

Cover lesson, I'm bored and the only thing I can be bothered to do is go onto email and talk to my best friend (FUN LIFE). Well technically I've finished my Flash thing, which is awful by the way, and we're allowed to do homework. So yeah look this is my "homework".

 Honestly I've been in such a weird mood lately, I feel as if I've let go of so many things and just walked away into a new life, its depressing if I'm honest. I feel as if I'm drifting away from my closest friends (and not because one of them is really just a two-faced back stabber, no names)!

My mood is still so awkward I was so silent last lesson (Geography) and I wanted so desperately to turn around yet I felt as if I couldn't. Nothings really the same anymore between me and anybody apart from my closest friends, my life is so boring :(.

It even looks like I'm the least anti-social person in the world right now. Its all about my Wattpad series, I guess yeah partially its my fault yet no one really had to make a massive deal about it. They were just names and anyone could be called that its like a 1 in a million chance that people would realise who I am talking about...and i'm not even talking about anyone so why does it matter? *sighs* i don't know anymore :(

A 3 Minute Blogpost

I'm on a timer and I'm tired so at 21:30 I'm going to sleep. 2 minutes left ah god! Life is complicated and I'm just a teenager on a timer! Fun Times!!! Had no school today, went shopping with the Grandparents, had a bath with a Dragons egg bathbomb! Times up!!!! I have epically failed :') LOL!
ALEX xxxxx

Make-Up Must Haves

I'm one of those people who are obsessed with make-up. I LOVE searching YouTube and looking at magazines for simple but glamorous fashions for the weekend. I've just previously bought some make-up which Id like to share with you, so:

Rimmel London Scandal Eyes Xtreme: 

I love this mascara because it manages to provide volume and length to my eyelashes. It definitely brings out my eyes and captures a clean but exotic look to my eyelashes. I rate 8/10 because I still haven't got the hang of the curve and straight parts of the brush and it's hard to remember which side of the brush is for what.

 Rimmel London Match Perfection Concealer 

This product is actually amazing! I was so used to using a stick concealer that this was definitely and interesting but enjoyable change. The liquid isn't too runny and is easy to rub into the face without spreading. It matches and spreads well with my foundation and matches my skin tone (Ivory) fabulously. I rate this 9/10 because it's easy to use but takes a while to rub into my face.

Rimmel London Lasting Finish 25 Hr Foundation:

Despite the mouthful of the name I love this foundation. I get away with wearing it to school and doesn't show any signs of not matching my skin tone. It does last all through the school hours without re-applying and is just generally easy to use. It's not to runny and is easily rubbed into my skin without irritation and doesn't feel like it's stuck to my face.

Rate: 10/10

Maybelline New York Baby Lips Pink:

I do quite like this Baby Lips and it's very popular within our year. It goes quite well with my lips however I tend to dab it on because just applying it makes my lips bright pink which I obviously wouldn't get away with at school! I love it all the same and I rate it 7/10 only because I'm too afraid to apply it fully to my lips.

That's it for today!

-Alex-

Where Else To Find Me ;p

I'm the least social person out there so I lack social networking but here's where to find and add me :):
Instagram: not_so_secret_unicornx
Snapchat: alextheunicorn8
Other Blog: (not really updated) www.alexandra0509msp.blogspot.com

-ALEX-

And a Teenager Appears

So Hey! Life is Life and I am ALEX! It's no shock horror but to clear things up I am a girl and a very crazy one, if I must say so myself! Anyway so I started this blog since my old one known as Absolutely Alex was receiving a small bit of trolling so I guess here I am :). Anyway so this seems to be some kind of perculiar welcome to my blog :P. Okay so Basically A Teenager is just m a way of showing how us teens must get on with our daily life our own way. Yes that means going against popularity basics and of course, instead, being ourselves (oh help). But don't worry everyone goes through finding their own feet and this is why I want to help you guys or at least ADVISE you amazing humans on how to just be yourself. It may mean that YOU *points at someone this may relate to* may be the girl wearing the make-up when you don't want to. Or yes even YOU *points at another random teenager* are the one who wants to be different but is too afraid. Yes we all have flaws and fears...but why can't we love them and embrace them? Well I guess that leads me to next times blog post *dramatic suspense is caused*.

Until Next Time :P
Alex xxxx <3